Through my blog, I really don’t address our cancer journey anymore. Paradise Roads started on our path throughout CTCA and it was a great way to pass the time for me. But now I hate talking about cancer. I hate trying to think of the words to explain the way I’m feeling and what my family is going through. Because the truth of the matter is, cancer is a flat out bitch! It’s taking my mother away from me and that is all there is too that.
A lot has changed through our journey. We have a new doctor and honestly I don’t care for her. I tried going in with an open mind but flashbacks of MD Anderson just keep coming into my head when she opens her mouth. At this point I don’t know what’s going to happen because for the first time in a long time I find myself losing faith and I’m scared, when you feel like nobody around you doesn’t have a plan, how can you not feel lost and hopeless!
Which brings me to where I am today, feeling like I’m floating through life in a daze. It takes effort every day to get up and get going. I know deep down somewhere that effort has brought so much opportunity to my blog, and I’ll forever be grateful for that.
Here are 7 tips I came across and wanted to share them with you, and if you’re like me feeling it’s taking you effort to get up and get going these may help!